mikham beduna akhe chera ienghad dir adam mishin?chera ienghad dir dozaritun miofte?chera vaghty kar az kar gozasht,dele yaroo shekast,khase shod az tanhaie,az gham mariz shod yadetun miofte avaz shdi unam baraye chand daghighe ,nahayat chand ruz

dust nadaram ienghad sang basham,sard basham,vaghty bade en hame modat ebraze mohabat mikone bezanam  tu halesh

ama nemitunam datse khodam nist,kheli narahatam azash,na az una az ienke ien hame 1-2 hafte khodamo khafe kardam az bas say kardam ta jaie ke tavan daram hame joore aroomesh konam,eshgh bevarzam ke betune rahat bedarse,arum bashe,ien hame enerji dadam

bad dishab fahmidam ke hal va hosele nadare baz shode mese ghabl,ienghad khord tu halam,az ienke bejaye ienke velesh konam ta tanha abshe ,alaki ienhame energi ddam ham uno aziyat kardam ham khodamo khaste kardam va bi enerji shodam hala,nagooft aziyat shode ha ama khob midunam un moghe ha nabayad sms bedam ,hichi begam,mohabat konam

mese sang shodama z sob,nemidunam chi kar konam.delam mikhad saramo beznama be divaaar

che halam bishtar az ien gerefte she vaghty halam bade,tu emtahanam,omid ddashtam ienhae enerji dadam tu emtahana unma mide,ke hala didim arezuye pooche

nemidunam vaghan chi kar konam,delam nemikhad ghor bezanma behesh,khaste shodam az bas  ghoor zadam

khodaya komakam kon ke ien ruz haro begzarunam ,betunam bedarsam va be hichi fek nakonam

betunam  bahash mehrabun basham ta bere va biad.ta arooom she

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delam mikhast ye kasy bud ta arumam kone,deltangi hamo begire

emrooz yehooo khali shodam,khali az enerji hay khub,khali az angize,khalli az hadaf,khali az hame chiz ,hata khali az eshgh

khastam,kheli joodaie oftade,kheli dury va sardy oftade,ba hich garmaie nemitunam ien jodaie ro,ien sarmaro garm konam ye nafare.

khodaaaa nemikham nashokry konam,shokr be khatere hame chiz,ama ien jodaie haro kam kon,tavanamo bishytar jon,niyazam behesh ro kamtar kon,komakoam kon az pase ien hame moshkel bar biam.

daram khafe misham .galoom dare az dard mitereke,ien booghze lanaty dare khafam mikone nemizare nafas bekesham

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az sahme hame chiz deltangi va jodaiesh ro say kon jazb nakonam ,khubi va eshgh va safasho ye kary kon begiram.

ashkaye lamaty biyayn ta arom sham.beretk ta aroom sham.ta betunam dard bekhunam.ta mashrut nasham

nemitunam bekhabam dorost,hamahs kabus,hamash keseli vali tazahoor be khub budan

ienghad hame enerjo haye khubamo dadam dg hichi vase khodam namunde.

akhe chera un ienjuri shode,man bayad chi kar konam?vaghan dg nemidunam bahash chi kar konam.emtahanam shuru she dg vaghan tahamole ien vaz sakht mishe

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salam.nemidunam chi shode baz be neveshtan ru ovordam,engar yekam sabok misham

kash hamdamam bud ta bahash eb ja ienja neveshtan harf bezanam.delam bara budanesh tang shode,midunam ke nemiad ienja ro bebine bara hamin mitunam barash rahat benevisam

delam barat tang shode,delam mikhad begam behet 1 ruzet bara mna,hamash bahat mikham harf beznam,ama delam nemiad begam,mitarsma baz dep shi,taghate ieno nadram,taghat daram ke kjafe sham ama taghate ghame toro nadaram

ey kahs mishod tamame faseleharo bar dasht,hes haye bad ro,deltangi haro,jodaie  haro.ey kash mishod ke begam delam mikhad dad bezanam

nemidunam delam dg chi mikhad chi nemikhad,ama ien 1 mah va chand ruz ienghad harf nagoofte baram gozashte ke nemidunma chi begam,migan sokut alamte bi harfi nist kheli vaghta az harfe ziyade.

daghighan harfe dele mane.ienghad harf daram ke nemidunam az kojashe benevisam va begam.akhhhhhhhhhhhh

biya pisham behoo hamun eshghe ghadimam,hamunke male man bud va taghate duri hamo ndashtim,beshim hamun 2taie ke bara residan be ienja koli talash kardim

badjoor delam havato karde.havaye to,mamanam,havaye hamaro

ey kash mishod tu baghalet gerye konam bad ke arum shodam dare gusham begi divoone man pishetam tanha nisty.va hezaran ey kashe dggggggggg.

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooof mordam

alan ba dust junam dashtam miharfidam,harfam nesfesh mund,nashod begam behesh.

delam nemikhast kheli hasho bedune chon halesh khub nist mese khodam,ien modat kheli behem sakht gozashte,bishtar az har vaghte dg delam gerefte va har chi gerye mikonam hata yekamam arum nemisham

nemisdunam chi kar konam,baz halesh khub nist va man taghat nadaram,hame ienaro beham goftim  alan,karaye sakht azam khaste,nemitunam anjam bedameshun

khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa junam komakam kon,ien rabete dar khatare,alaki alaki dare nabud mishe komakam kon   :(((  dalil ruz maregimun dare malum mish

dalil del khory ha,sard shodan ha,ehsas mikonam nemitunam ien rabetaro bekesham.delam ruz haye khubemuno mikhad

chera ienjoori shodim har 2 mun akhe?baz khube hes hamun yekie bekhatere ien ham hesi baz yekam hamo dark mikonim ama bazam bekhatere tafavoote jensiyat,kheli az niaz hamun baham fargh mikone.

natunestam behesh ebgam ke vaghty halam bade niaz daram kenaram bashi,faghat gooftam bash kheli mamuli,ama bishtar az chizi ke goftam niaz daram behesh. chera un ienghadr ye vaghat rahat harf mizane,ama man hanuz kheli jaha  nemitunam rok harfamo begam,hamash moghadame chizi akharam harfamo mikhoram.

vaghan nemidunama zash chi mikham,faghat midunam behesh niaz daram,makhsusan ien 1 maho andy ke babash bude va man dastresi ziad behesh nadashtam. kash mifahmid ke halesh bade man degh mikonam.

kashki mitunestam khoda basham ta tamame moshkelatesho hal konam,ta betunam komakesh konam ba hame chiz kenar biad va dobare beshe hamun adame sabegh.khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa komakemun konnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

delam gerefte ghade ye donya,mitarsam az ruzi ke sare hichi ien rabete tamum she

vaaaaaay maman kashiki budy,albate age budy shayad bazam farghi nemikard ama khob engar budanet behtar az nabudete

delam ye dele khosh,labe khandun,eshgh va aramesh mikhad,hame chiz haie ke dashtim va darim ama dare be bad mire.

shahi joooonam toro khoda khub shoooooo,ghol midam zudy khub sham manam,kashki mishod beshim mese un moghe hamun

kash mese ghable shurue ien rabete budim,ienghad adama va chiz haye alaki ro fadaye dustimun nemikardim va nakonim.yeki nist komak kone akheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

nashokri nemikham bokonam shokret khoda ke az ien badtar nistim,ama komak kon behtar she toro khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!toro be khodet ghasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam aaaaaaaaaa

rasti ieno yadam raft begam,delam havaye beheshte zahra karde,kheli vaghte delam mikhad beram unja ama tanhaie mitarsam,delam mikhad un ham baashm bashe,ghol dad bebaratam,ama run nemishe behesh begam biad berim nja

delam ye shune mikhad ke saramo bezaran ba khiyake rahat gerye konam rushye panah gahe amn